Letting go is proving to be difficult, but most people say it takes a new person to get over an old person. Maybe that's true, but my new person I hope will remain my friend. We would be so odd together, but it would be interesting. My life, in general, is interesting, to say the least, but this would definitely be one worth evaluating each step of the way.
Today, I am not sad. I am hopeful and becoming more productive. I will search for jobs, apply at Bank of America, and possibly finish cleaning and organizing my house before dinner and a play. Let's see if this actually happens. I hope it does.
I've become increasingly more interested in 3 women who give me happiness and inspiration, as well as beautiful music. These women are Patty Griffin (given), Jenny Lewis, and Lisa Loeb. These are very classy ladies who not only have incredible style, but they have music that means something to me. Lisa Loeb is one I've picked up and set aside before, but I've come to admire her more and more as of lately. It took me a little while to catch on to Jenny Lewis' charm, but moving to Austin fostered that relationship when I was feeling lonely and disconnected. And, of course, Miss Griffin. . . I've said enough about her for most ears and eyes to absorb, but I'm completely captivated by her. I think I'll design some things for these women and see where it goes. Granted, Patty has Boudoir Queen to think of her, but when do I let these things stop me? Answer: Never.
P.S. Dates at Whole Foods rock. ;)